lily

where am I?

Is the title and that is the question,,, I'm at the low point of everything, i write this blog only to remind me in a few weeks/months/years how much of a struggle it was. I'm at a block as writers call it, everything in my life is up side down and i want it to be settled. My only outlet is mY work but the connector in my brain wont switch on to allow my creativity to give me some well needed peace. Today Ill force myself to work,, ill be chocked up, ill have no feeling, ill be numb, in a weeks time ill have forgot i even created it, i wont know what to do with it or where it belongs and it will feel like no more than a doodle..... so what do i need??? i need calm, i need support, i need balance?? things i don't think Ill ever get or ever deserve... so i go back and doodle for the day.... tomorrow ill share my doodles with you...


Doooodling x

They said I need to have a finished product. Was it worth the 4 hour wait in the cold and catching flu? Yes It was very valuable. I got some contacts and told to come back next year , they loved my enthusiasm and thought my apes would look good in a bowl... So I won't waste the week and have been busy looking into manufactures and production. I have to get professional now and up my game from sketch book to final product.

A first step

So... tommorow im stepping out of my comfort zone,,, well thats a lie,, im always in the uncomfort zone,, im making a first step at pushing myself and going to show some experts my few prints. I have my pitch prepared only 5 minutes to shine,,, im not nervous but i know that after tommorow nothing will be the same again!

INSPIRATION

Les portes de Sidi Bousaid, Tunisie

so i found these experiments...hmmm

Ok so i have the blog now i need to show you my work.